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Diary 6 February, Baghdad
Mary Foster
Last night we listened to Colin Powell's speech to the UN Security Council,
five of us huddling around a short-wave radio on the balcony. Powell's voice
faded in and out, competing with Arabic music and the weird high-pitched
singing of a radio losing its signal. All the long, tedious details about
the weapons programme adding up to what? It is very hard to tell what it
all means beyond the intentions to raise fear among Americans and to bomb
Iraq into the stone age, which are clear enough. I feel the fear in my own
stomach as Powell begins to talk about Iraq having used up its last chance.
When he begins on the links to Al Qaeda, someone pulls first a glass and
then a whisky bottle out of his backpack, and the tension breaks into
laughter. Everyone else on the balcony is planning on staying here through
the war I am the only one going home.
We discuss a response to Powell and someone prepares talking points for the
media. First line of response that no intent to use weapons of mass
destruction has been established; second that all other means to disarm have
not been exhausted; third ? there is much to say in response, and we are up
late.
In the morning, the tension has increased. I drop by someone else's room and
notice that he has bought a few provisions for war survival.
We have few plans for the morning, and seize upon an opportunity to visit an
orphanage run by Sister Theresa's order of nuns. The children are mentally
or physically disabled, the most vulnerable in Iraqi society. Four or so
nuns are in the process of getting the morning meal underway and we are
immediately recruited. I am feeding two boys. One has long red-clad legs, a
quick smile - and I never manage to find out his name. The other reminds me
of a little bird, opening his mouth in anticipation of the spoon and
blinking as he eats. Allar, who sits beside us and speaks English quite
well, tells me that the little bird's name is Saif. Saif and the red-legged
boy have to wait several times as I prop up Allar and Omer, who keep sliding
down and keeling over, where they can no longer reach their plates. Saif is
not able to talk, and I think that he doesn't smile either until I am
rewarded near the end of the meal. I beat a little rhythm on the table and
Saif goes wild with affection, trying to hug or nuzzle me, neither he nor I
am sure of ourselves. One of the people from the Iraq Peace Team who brought
us there has already asked the obvious question even if there is no bomb
in their neighbourhood, how on earth will these twenty or thirty completely
helpless little boys and girls survive once the water and electricity are
shut down and the price of food sky rockets?
Someone invites us to go with him to the market and take a tour of some of
Baghdad's magnificent monuments. I hate the voyeurism of tourism, of
observing people's lives from the outside, but think that photos of these
splendid buildings will give people at home a better idea of what is under
threat. I also hope that some of the people in the market will be interested
in talking to us.
To my surprise, our presence in the market goes almost unnoticed. We push
our way through the bustling narrow allies of the vast covered market past
belts from China, shoes from Iraq, clothes from India, heaps of spices, rat
poisons, plastic toys (the hot pink tanks are my favourite), baking tins
and hardly anyone hassles us. I had steeled myself for the usual market
experience of being badgered and steered into shops, but no one is
interested in us. Ben buys a pomegranate and I hand the Iraq Peace Team
sheet, in Arabic, to the fruit-seller. His smile is genuine, but tired. I
read depression into it. As we walk away, he runs after us and thrusts a
handful of candies into my hand.
We walk past the carpet sellers and antique sellers, and they look back at
us blankly. Only one or two make a half-hearted attempt to invite us into
their store. Finally, as my friends are negotiating with one of the
shopkeepers, I strike up a conversation with one of the carpet-sellers. I
ask him how business is going. "As you can see," he replies, sullenly.
"Because of the situation, everyone is afraid. No one is buying." It is
hardly a time for buying carpets. He tells me that the situation is much
worse now than in late 1990. People are far more afraid this time. Those who
can leave are doing so, but many, like him are not able to, "How can I
leave, what can I do with my shop?" "It is like watching a movie!" We watch
what is happening to us unfold without any sense that we can affect the
direction of events. "It isn't even the people any more" just a handful of
people deciding for the rest of us. His anger rises as he talks, and it
isn't clear whether his "you" is still directed at Bush, or includes the
three of us North Americans.
The evening brought me to the press gallery to hear the Iraqi response to
Colin Powell's speech. Cameras lined the perimeter of the room,
shoulder-to-shoulder, hungry for the next headlines. The breaking news was
that a weapons' scientist was meeting with UN weapons' inspectors without
monitoring by the government. The two speakers sifted through Powell's
presentation, refuting facts, giving context, disputing conclusions drawn.
They put forward some convincing arguments, some that I don't have the
background to assess, and some that confuse me. <> The presentation was hardly dramatic quite a
contrast between the slick Powell presentation and theirs. I have a distinct
impression that the Iraqis feel that it really doesn't matter what they say
at this point.
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